The Resumption of Belief

I decided to take the scenic route to the shoot today, it was pretty. Like that kind of pretty where you almost drive off the road staring it's so pretty. Maybe it was just different, somewhere I hadn't been before. My brain was excited, it searched for memories and associations to try connect the dots but failed to do so and away I drifted into the walls and trees I passed by. I left early to take the scenic route, just in case I got lost or stuck. Which I didn't. Thanks Google maps, although we need to talk about what happened on the way home. That was not ayoba. But, it was.  We had finished the shoot around 4pm, the lone dark cloud of the earlier skies had grown and brought friends. I knew there was about to be rain as that cold wind rushed through. I was about 2kms away from the shop when it started to pour, I tried to continue but couldn't, it was raining too hard, so after doing a very illegal U-turn on my little Big Boy and riding up the down road I quickly popp

Someone once said "WRITE!" when I asked what I should do on a post one day... That was years ago, yet it stuck with me.  Inside something shouted, it wanted to come out, it wanted touch the light and breathe fresh air. It sat there at the bottom of the abyss looking up, catching glimmers of light as it reflected off the ripples of my thoughts, clutching to any hint of inspiration, creating world's upon worlds in a single moment....  Saying my imagination is wild, would be an understatement. From a young age I had already spent enough time day dreaming to constitute an entire series of epic novels. But I lacked one thing, attention. Not for me, that was easy to get as I'm a pretty dramatic person. But my focus, well it's pretty shy compared to my deficit imagination. I lacked the ability to focus, and to this day, I still battle, my mind is too busy. It doesn't stop. But instead of trying to fight it, I am going to try include it. This part of me th